Forever young

Dear diary,

Apologies for the rejection recently, haven't been on here in over a week so i have lots to say.

I think I'm too nice. Sometimes you need to be mean, you need to say what you feel. I try and avoid this as i don't ever want to cause any un wanted drama. But, you need to put it straight sometimes. This thought sprung to mind in a recent lesson, i had so many people patronising me and generally being very spiteful. I could have just stood up and told them what i thought, i didn't. I kept quite, why should i rise to it? When i prove them all wrong i suppose they'll see who's laughing then. Everyone has enemies in life, its something you have to man up and deal with. Its weird, now days we don't know who's really a friend and who's really an enemy. Theres so much backstabbing, its hard to tell. You obviously know the people you truly trust, but even then you can be surprised. I have the most amazing friends, i know I'll loose touch with so many of them. So, for now I'm not taking any of them for granted. I just want to have the most fun i can, whilst i can. From this year onwards there is alot of pressure to do well, scary stuff! Apart from the whole backstabbing thing and of corse all horrible people in life, I'm having a brilliant time right now. Please can life stay this way. I wanna be forever young. xoxo