Welcome to 2011

Really fed up. School is horrible right now, all this exam talk is tooooo much! We're slowly getting our mock results, 1st up was maths and believe me when i say, you don't want to know! I'm lacking motivation in everything i do and i really need something to help me get back into my flow. So heres a list. A list of what i want to achieve and what i want to change in 2011;

• Lose weight; i know i say this all the time but starting the 10th jan I'm getting slimmer and eating healthier, i want to be my perfect weight for summer!
• Remember what i stand for; It got to a point last year where i was rebelling, not against my parents or my teachers, just rebelling against what i stand for. I completely forgot my morals and i wasn't the person i want myself to be. So, this year I'm going to remember who i am and what kind of impression I'm giving people.
• Not pay attention to what people think (especially guys); This is another thing i say all the time. I don't realise i do it but i care SO much what people think about me, especially what guys think. I think its something many girls do and i don't think guys realise it but they can be so horrible sometimes. They expect a hell of a lot from us girls and wont accept less than perfection. I know not all guys are the same but the ones that are like that give boy kind a bad reputation. I would love to find someone nice this year, someone who loves me for who i am.
• Aim high in everything i do; This counts for everything, i want to be working hard at school. Getting the grades i know i should be getting, achieving higher than what everyone expects me to. Proving people wrong. I always want to prove people wrong, i guess this is a quality as it makes me work twice as hard! I also want to aim high in things like work, make sure i do as much as possible
• Lastly i want to save up; Every month I'm going to put some money away and not touch it in the hope i can save up for all the things i need but cant afford, oh and petrol money for when I'm driving at the end of the year! xxx