i was thinking about rain earlier - we all hate it (inc. me) but its just so much more magical than any other weather? Maybe apart from snow that is. Rain can bring out so many emotions, Normally i just think of rain as really not a very good thing. But its times like this where it feels almost magical, or maybe that's just me and my brain of a 5 year old. Speaking of being a 5 year old i would really really love to go back to being 5, things were so much simpler back then. I'm finding myself really depressing at the moment and i would love something to help me snap right out of it. I don't think i ever felt depressed when i was 5? Is it bad that to cheer myself up i think of people in a worse position that me, like starving kids or even just some of the kids in school who, to be honest are just setting themselves up to fail in life. I think I'm going to write a to do list, i want to be motivated and happy by Xmas 2010. So here is Emma's to do list -
1) Loose a stone
2) Enjoy school more and keep reminding myself i only have a few months left.
3) Still on the school subject; FOCUS in the dreaded french lesson.
4) Spend more time with people who used to play such a big part in my life but i never see anymore.
5) PARTYPARTYPARTY.
6) Find some new people to chat too, someone exciting perhaps
7) Be more rebel-ish. I need to live life more to the full, I'm so boring most of the time, i could die tomorrow. If that happened i don't want to feel i didn't enjoy life as much as i could.
8) Stop relying on boys opinions so much. Every ones gorgeous in their own ways and i really need to realise this. I'm also going to keep reminding myself that alot of celebrities weren't all that when they were younger! Hopefully it'll turn out alright for me?
9) Make sure i keep blogging, almost every day.
10) Eat healthy, drink healthy and most importantly exercise. Especially go swimming.
Hopefully by writing all this down means it will happen, i suppose only time will tell xoxo
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